Chapter 3
October 2008
Clicking into Serena’s blog was like a routine to Sam ever since they broke up. Serena always posted things about her, she did not know why but almost every day she would update her blog. Knowing that, Sam went to her blog everyday. He did not mind leaving any footprint there, knowing Serena checked that everyday, he still did. He somehow wanted Serena to know that he still cared. Let alone he knew how that would hurt her.
Serena’s Blog
A whole new start. But it felt weird. I’m no excited at all. This year will be no difference. Friends maybe the same but the bonding between had broken. I am invisible again this year. Without it here, everything just felt so unreal, there seems to have nothing to prove that was true.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you.” Sam whispered, staring at the computer screen. He missed talking to Serena. He picked up the cell phone lying next to him, pressing the contact list and scrolled to the letter S.
Serena Pleasure.
Sam wanted to press dial, he wanted to hear her voice, and he wanted to talk to her. But he never did. It had been four months since the last time he apologized and they talked.
I doubt if we can ever be together. Sam thought.
*
“Nance, fancy for tea?” Sam asked.
A sweet smiled danced on her lips. It had been three times in a row of this week already and weeks before were like that too. Sam kept asking her out for Bruch, lunch, tea and dinner.
“My pleasure.” she replied.
“Cool, I’ll come pick you up then. See ya.” Sam said and hanged up and let out a sigh. He had been trying real hard to have everything like in the past even if he had to do something he did not like. He tried hard to act normal, act like nothing had ever happened. He would and he must. No matter how uneasy he felt when being with
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