First kiss, how was it?

Have you had your first kiss yet? Well, was it difficult or was it easy? Is your partner a good kisser? Or is he/she a so-so one, or even worse, a bad kisser? I'm sure if the person sucks at kissing for the very first time, he/ she is trying really hard to make it all better. First time, it's never gonna be easy. You should be glad if your girlfriend is not a good kisser (at least for the first time) that means you really got her FIRST kiss. Without experiences, how can she be a good kisser?

Honestly, should you speak while you are kissing? Well, I think we totally SHOULDN'T, because speaking while kissing is a mood killer. But.... if you girlfriend tries to speak, or speaks whiling kissing, either she is trying to get her mind off whatever she is doing because she is nervous, or she wants you to know how nice it is or she is really good at it.

How to kiss passionately? This is a very hard thing to do, I think. If you are making out, and you don't feel high, how can you kiss passionately? Practice makes perfect, right? Besides, it is good to make out/kiss. Why? Because kissing burns 6.5 calories per minutes. Isn't it a good way to keep fit? lol So yeah, kiss more.

Would it be easier to kiss while you are a bit tipsy? Well, I seriously think it will be! Pretties and pretty boy, why don't you go grab some alcohol and got yourself a little bit drunk.. just a little bit, okay? You don't wanna end up too drunk and do something you will regret. So yeah, it's time to go kiss your partner. I'm sure it will be a totally different story from just making out while your mind is way too clear. Wow, I can't wait to find out. (jk)

Where's the best place to have you first kiss stolen? (lol) On the bed? On the couch? In the middle of a crowded street? Or like in the movie in the arcades? I don't know about you, but I think either bed or couch is a good place. But, some people say that kissing on the roller coaster makes the kiss more exciting; love has its ups and downs and that makes kissing on the roller coaster exciting. Well, what about kissing upside down? It may be a bit awkward but it is absolutely wonderful. You really should try it.

First serious dating, first serious love, first serious kiss, how can anyone forget? <3

Never try, never know

Not sure if you remember, but a while ago, I've written a post about Prince Charming/Ideal VS Reality boyfriend. I remember I met a guy last year, and he is definitely not suitable for me. No offense, but he truly isn't. Anywayz, today, I am not going to talk about him but another person. I'm going to talk about how a guy loves a girl in a way that she can feel really safe and relax and happy.

Dating a guy should be happy. If the guy cannot make the girl feel happy, what is the point of being together to physically and mentally torture one another? Not sure whether every girl is like that but to me, I think when the guy cares every little thing about the girl, treat her like an adult and a baby whenever he should, always be there for her when she needs him the most, never let her get bored, always have fun with her and do whatever she wants with her. Having manners, being gentleman not just to the girlfriend but to other people as well. That is when he made it. That is when he touches the girl's heart. Girl's heart are crystal-made, they are fragile as hell. Even the most tough girl will get heartbroken. Never judge from the appearance of girls, they may look tough, never cry/always smile, but you never know that deep down inside, they are lonely as hell, and need caring way more than any other girl.

What about kissing? Have you ever thought about when you should kiss the guy? When you like him enough? Or LOVE him enough? Honestly, you can't possibly love a person within a short period of time right? The L word seems easy to say sometimes. We always say "oh I love u!" , "love you, seeya!" But when it comes to a guy and a girl, the L word is not that easy to say. Well even if you said it, but I'm sure you heart is telling you a different story. You say it because you really like the guy way more than just enough but the love feeling is not yet there. It needs time. But don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean you don't like him. You do, a lot.

Anywayz, should you kiss just by following your instinct? Well, I used to think that kissing is a really big deal. I once said, I would never kiss a guy that I am dating at least after a month or two. Well, guess you know what I am going to say... I don't agree to what I said before. I mean, what's the big deal? Kissing is not that big of a deal, it is a physical contact and I guess kissing the guy you like... you got absolutely nothing to lose, right? Kissing is not like sex. Right now, I seriously think that people should just do it when she think she likes the guy enough and when she is ready. If the guy really truly cares about you, he will never force you, he will always wait until you are ready and willing to.

I always that think Prince Charming and Reality boyfriend will be soooo different, but somehow, I think Prince Charming does exist. Have you found your Prince charming/reality honey?

Ha. Hilarious & Sarcastic

So yeah Im BACK!!! lol And there is something I wanna share with you guys. So here is the question.

Have you ever met an annoying person?

Yeah, right. I know, this is a stupid question. How can anyone not meet a bitch? I just met one a while ago. Honestly, when one can't keep what's hers, and when it get lost, or gone, can you possibly blame anyone? NO, right? But the annoying person keeps on blaming me for the leaving of her guy. Whatever bad words or sentences appear on this planet, she used to them on me. And she keeps on saying she knows what I have done. Well, believe it or not, I DID NOT do anything. That bitch dumped her guy months ago before I know this guy... and now she wanna get back with him, but unfortunately, he likes me. That can't be my fault right? I didn't seduce him nor had I tried to be friend with that guy at the first place, I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HIM. I didn't do anything AT ALL. I wonder should I laugh, pissed, or feel hilarious? So yeah, tell me about it. I have absolutely no idea.

Chinese Lunar New year just started. It is a happy holiday, and everything should be perfect, but you know what? The very first day, she posted on her facebook status and scolded the fuck out of me. Is she a friggin 3 year-old? I bet a 3 year-old kid is still mature than her. I didn't cross her path, so why is she doing that to get on my nerve? I tried to be nice and not give a shit, but sorry little girl, whatever you did or do or will do are way too much. I always win, and this time is not an exception. She seriously does think she is better than me... no way. I am not taking away her guy, nor do I want to. Whatever I wanna do is absolutely not her business right?

Whatever. Im done with it. :D
Watch out, guyssssssss while choosing girlfrinds. =.=

Long time nooooooooo seeeeeeee...

Right, I know. I know I haven't updated for ages... hehe...Anywayz, Im quite busy these days with my exam, but Im sure I will update it right after that. Um... that's Monday. HEHE Cant wait!

Then and Now

1095 days ago, I was stupid enough to give you my heart
You did not handle with care you even toyed with it
You played it hard, and broke it hard
But never have I thought you would actually hurt it
The scar that you’ve made is vivid and fresh,
I cried in pain, yelled in tears
It took me ages to heal and forget
I’d lost count for how many years
I fell on my knees,
Gathered the shattered pieces
Locking it in a chest.
I no longer looked back.
I buried it deep down in a vault
I swore no one is going to touch it again
I shut the door and hid the key
Not planning to let anybody in

Both times I did it.
I did not hand my heart to anybody
He loved me,
It’s his business, not mine.
It is protected by a guard
Released day is not that early
I just could not hand him my heart
Because I knew the ending will be ugly
What is the point of giving away the cards?

Now here comes the fourth time
I am scared and lost in confusion
For the door is going to be opened anytime
Tears come again because I feel so touched
Hearing what you said
I fear that once my heart is touched
It can never be set
Putting the broken heart into one piece
For the second time
I don’t have the faintest idea how
All I can do is to stop it and hide
I tried not to let him in,
But whatever he does
Seems to be finding his way in
My heart tells me that it wants to be touched.
But I have forbidden it.
I am scared of it
How many times you’ve told me you like me for real,
But how many times I have doubted it.
I am scared to make the same mistake twice
Maybe you will ask me why
All I could say is you don’t deserve to be lie
You are so good to me
And that scare me big time
Because what if I make you love me
Then I turn around saying goodbye?
Forgive me if I’m acting not right
I want to take it slow
Before making the decision of whether I should try
For it is not a simple show

Something about me. Im that kind of gal.

I am a gal who will really help you or do a lot for you (somehow at all cost)...

Just because I like you.

Just because whatever you do makes me smile.

Just because your existence feels so right to me.

Just because I feel like you worth my help.

Just because you are one hell of my good friend.

I'm that kind of gal. It doesn't necessaily to be anything about benefits I will get from you in the near future.

I am a gal who will care about you or worry about you so damn much or make conversation with you...

Just because I want to.

Just because I like you.

Just because I want to give you my love.

Just because you seem to have needed it so much.

Just because I feel right to do it to you.

I'm that kind of gal. It doesn't necessarily to be I'm falling for you, or I love you, but that doesn't mean I may not be. (lol)

I am a gal who can like you a lot but all of a sudden turn around hating you so much...

Just because your present feels so wrong to me.

Just because I can't bare to look at you for another second.

Just because whatever you do or say makes me feel disgusting and disturbing.

Just because I do not think you deserve whatever it is from me.

I'm that kind of gal. So.. ? But remember, there is ALWAYS a reason behind.

I am a gal who will not say a single bad word about you...

Just because I don't see the need to.

Just because you are like that but that doesn't mean I should be like that too.

Just because I am not a bad gal.

I'm that kind of gal. So do feel safe after hurting me. Your wrong doings die with me. But I can't guarantee you will be happy.

I am a gal who won't lie to my closest friends or people I want to be honest with...

Just because I don't feel right to lie to you.

Just because I want you to know everything about me.

Just because your existence makes me want you to read me like an open book.

Just because I want the relationship between us to improve.

I'm that kind of gal.

I am a gal who can read signs and body language thoroughly, but if I didn't let the cat out of the bag...

Just because I want to save you some faces.

Just because I am totally speechless by what I know.

Just because I am waiting to see what I read is right or wrong.

Just because you look cute when you thought I have NO idea, in fact I do.

Just because I may be feeling the same way as you do.

Just because I want you to tell me in person.

I'm that kind of gal. So yeah, don't ever try to say A in front of me but thinking about B in your heart. I can totally tell.

I am a gal who will never do anything to hurt people on purpose...

Just because I am not that kind of person.

Just because I somehow understand the feeling of being hurt.

Just because I am not a psycho.

Just because I dont like to toy with other's feelings.

Just because it is so wrong.

I'm that kind of gal. If one day you are hurt because of me, forgive me, and understand me, I had done whatever I can to stop it.

I'm that kind of gal. So yeah, love me or hate me? But ... I'm DEFINITELY the kind of gal that means NO HARM to you.

<3>

xoxo

Love a person, you don't need to own him/her

If you truly love a person, you don't need to own him/her. You will be happy and feel most content when he/she is happy. When he/she is in tears, you will feel like your heart is torn apart.