"Serena stretched her face up to Sam’s and he bent down toward hers. Sam held her shoulder and had her closer to his chest. His eyes were just inches away from Serena; they locked eyes for a long moment. Her heart was bumping faster than ever, she was trying to control her breath, hoping it would not sound too labored. They were moving closer than a while ago, Sam titled his head and lead forward and Serena did likewise. Suddenly their lips were touching each other. His tongue touched hers, his hands found their ways under the covers and were on her waist and he pulled her closer; his mouth was gentle.”
“Sam’s hand reached up to cradle Serena’s face. He bent his head toward hers and he pressed his lips on hers. Sam began the kiss. A hand slide down Serena’s back, pressing her harder to Sam’s chest. Sam pressed his lips again to Serena’s to stop her from talking. He pulled Serena’s lips back to his. His lips were so gentle, moving with hers. Sam’s mouth found Serena’s, the tip of his tongue pressed against hers and making its way into her mouth. The whisper of their lips moving in rhythm had them both cried silently. They kissed back for a few minutes before Serena struggled with Sam as gently as she could, holding him away just enough to lock eyes with him.”
These two are the scenes from the stories Crossroad and the U-Turn, not sure if you remember but they are the one of kissing parts. The former one is a happy one but the second one is a sad one, there are tears in between. I miss these two stories, but well, I'm happy with my new one. Just to let you know the new story You're my boy friend but you aren't my boyfriend is coming along good. But still, I think it's just half way done and I need more time. These days I haven't been really productive since I can't really think of what to write. I really want to finish it as soon as possible but somehow when I look at the computer, my mind goes blank, I just can't think of a conversation/scene to write. Yeah I know.. that's bad. I really want to read the whole finished story ASAP but.... yeah... I need time.
Anyway, I want to talk about First kiss today.
When do you think is the proper time to give your first kiss to your first boyfriend? Before you guys start dating? The day he asks you to be his girlfriend? A week after dating? Or longer… ? A kiss is not a big deal actually. In many countries, kissing a guy/girl on the cheek is a greeting; there is nothing special about it. But I’m talking about lips. A guy kissing a girl on the lips, to me it’s such a big deal because it will be my first kiss.
Since it is the first, I’m sure every one will want it to be special, romantic and sweet. I am not sure about others but I seriously am not ready to give my boyfriend my first kiss. (Sorry about that) I want to make sure before I do anything, I’m scared somehow and I don’t want to regret about anything. True, I am defensive. Well, but I really am not trying to play hard to get. I have no problem at all when he breathes a kiss on my cheek and I will even feel really happy about it ( I wont say NO) but that’s it. I don’t want him to kiss me on my lips until at least a month after we dated. I mean if he loves me he will wait right? Why need to rush? Besides being together is not about kissing and having sex, it’s about caring each other and truly love each other not only physically but mentally.
A lot of people will lose their first kiss when they were fourteen or fifteen. They have their first date and their first boyfriend when they are teens. I am not sure if they know what is love and relationship but yeah they kiss. I am eighteen years old and I’m happy that I still have my first kiss. I know a little bit about love and relationship since I guess I need that knowledge to write my stories. My love stories can be so sweet, and right now when it comes to me, whatever my boyfriend does, I feel like it’s not sweet enough. Well, I guess I really need to separate reality from fantasy. Or maybe it’s just my boyfriend is not sweet enough; it has nothing to do with reality and fantasy. Ha… I really have no idea. (No offense) Somehow I wish what happen in my stories ( the sweet sweet things) will happen on me. I will be thrilled if that really happen.
Sometimes, a kiss can be the start of everything. On the other hand, a kiss however can be the end of everything especially when it's wrong place, wrong time. Guys, don't kiss the girl whenever you feel like to especially when she is not even your girl. But that doesn't mean you can feel free to kiss your girl. Being kissed or kiss others is a choice, don't take away the right of the girl saying no.
Anyway, what I am trying to say is that don’t kiss anybody on the lips until you are sure and you are ready to. You don’t want to do something you don’t want to or just because your boyfriend wants you to because this is so wrong. Do it when you are ready. I’m sure your boyfriend will respect you if he truly loves you.
Have fun dating!
By the way, here comes Chapter 16.
Chapter 16
January 2009
After the episode during English, Sam went to the Student Office at once, “Good afternoon, Mrs. Karen, I would like to have some changes with my time table.”
Ms. Karen started at him, “Ms Karen.”
Sam looked at her with black expression. He blinked a few times and finally understood. “Oh, Ms Karen, I would like to have some changes with my time table.”
This time Ms Karen smiled and said, “Sure, which class do you want to change?”
Sam thought for a second then answered, “I want to change the English 102 to 103 which is an afternoon class.” Mrs. Karen took out a form and filled in what Sam just said.
“Ok, anything else?”
“Yeah, and also the Physic with Chemistry, and also Mathematics 101 to 103.” Sam said, he wanted to change his time table as many as possible. He couldn’t hurt Serena anymore by being with her every single lesson.
“I’m sorry, Mr. Parker, I think it is not possible for you to change your Mathematics. There is no vacancy in this semester, I’m afraid you have to stick with your old schedule.” Ms. Karen told Sam.
“Well, there’s got to be a way.” Sam said with disappointment.
“Yeah there is, drop the classes and go to another school.” Ms. Karen said with a fake smile.
Sam rolled his eyes and sighed, “Thanks, anyway.” He then walked out of the office. Maybe he was destined to have one class being with Serena so he would have at least know how she had been doing.
Sam wasn’t there in any of the class which Serena would be, Serena was starting to think that he was once again avoiding her; he was doing what he said. Sam wouldn’t let Serena see him too often. He did it, now that Serena would only see him in Mathematics. That was the only class that Serena and Sam would be having together.
“Hey, Sam?” Joanna asked, taking out her Math notebook.
“What are you daydreaming about?” Joanna asked; see Sam was staring at the window.
Sam turned away from the window, “Nothing, hey who’s that guy?” he pointed at the guy coming into the classroom, he was about 18, with dark brown hair, and around 6 feet, carrying a black North Face backpack.
“Well, that guy? He’s new, called Jason Blake.” Joanna answered.
“Where’s he from?” Sam asked.
Joanna rolled her eyes and said, “I think I did say he’s new right?”
Sam looked at her and bite his lip, “Sorry, my bad.”
Jason approached Mr. Wilson, the Math teacher, and he pointed at the empty seat next to Serena. Jason nodded and headed to the seat.
“Hi.” Jason greeted but Serena concentrated so hard on her Math, and she did not realize someone has sat down next to her and she obviously did not hear Jason said hi to her as well. Jason thought that Serena was that kind of girl who just like to be left alone and live in her own little world; never like to talk to anybody so he did not try to talk to her again.
Sam saw Jason sat right next to Serena, that made him felt so uneasy, but since he did not see Serena has any intention to make this new friend, he felt relief for a while. All of a sudden Serena jumped; she turned her head and stared at Jason.
“Holy --! Who’re you?” Serena asked loudly.
“Oh, hey, I’m Jason, Jason Blake. I’m a new student.” Jason said as he put out his hand for Serena to take.
“Sorry about that, I just didn’t realize you are sitting next to me, I’m Serena Pleasure.” Serena replied and shook hands with Jason.
“Don’t worry about that.” Jason smiled. Mr. Wilson looked at them and they stopped chatting at once, both of them giggled. Jason yanked a page out of his note book and started writing.
Do you mind showing me around the campus and then maybe we can have lunch together?
Jason shoved the note at Serena. She looked surprised and she started reading, few seconds later, she started writing. It took Serena several minutes to think of how to reply before she slipped the paper back to Jason.
I don’t know. I can sure show you around the campus but then I guess I’m a not free to have lunch with you. Sorry.
Serena felt bad for lying about not being free. But she just did not want to have lunch with someone she barely knew! She just felt so uneasy, so she chose to turn Jason down. Jason frowned at the letters on the page, but then he turned to Serena and smiled. Serena and Jason stopped their little paper chatting and listened to Mr. Wilson after that. But as for Sam, he could never concentrate on anything; his mind was thousand miles away. He saw the entire thing, he saw Serena smiled happily when chatting with Jason Blake, Sam felt like he was being threaten! Sam could not let Jason took away his Serena, but too bad that he could not do anything to have Serena back.
Sam shook Joanna’s hand and she looked at him, “What?” Joanna whispered as she was shaking her head.
“I gotta talk to you, urgent!” Sam whispered back.
“Not now.” Joanna glanced at Mr. Wilson, wishing Sam understood that Math class wasn’t the ideal place to talk.
Sam nodded and whispered once again, “Lunch.” Joanna nodded and turned to look at the board again.
*
The bell has rung, Serena and Jason walked out of the classroom together.
“Hey, S, let’s have lunch.” Jasmine said as she tapped on Serena’s shoulder causing her to jump and then turn around.
“I’m sorry, I got something to do. I’ll call you later, okay?” Serena said with a smile and left.
“Ok, call me.” Jasmine frowned and walked away.
“Well, let me show you the canteen first.” Serena said as she turned to Jason.
“Okie doie.” Jason replied.
“You see the red building over there? Make a left when you reached there; then you will see a pink building, that’s the canteen. It’s so obvious, you can’t miss it.” Serena explained.
“I’ll try to remember.” Jason smirked.
“Don’t worry, I’ll walk you there.”
“Actually, the school campus is not that big, so it won’t be hard to find the way.” Serena walked Jason to the canteen and then she continued to show him around until it’s almost lunch time. Serena then made an excuse and slipped back to her dorm. She didn’t want to go to anywhere since that afternoon she did not have any classes, so she just stayed in her dorm and did some reading.
After Serena left Jason, he tried to remember the way to the library. Jason looked around and started to walk toward the main building, determined to get a map since he really couldn’t remember the way.
“Hey buddy!” Lax said, running up to Jason.
Jason turned around and asked, “Me?”
“Yeah, you’re Jason, right?” Lax asked, pretending he didn’t know, but in fact he did.
“That’s me.”
“I’m Lax Smith. I…ah…I’m a new student receptionist, I was told to show you around.” Lax lied.
“Oh, nice to meet you, Lax. And…uh….Serena already showed me around.” Jason told Lax and held out a hand for him to shake.
Lax took the hand, “Serena Pleasure, oh, she’s such a nice girl.” he commented.
“You know her?” Jason asked, curiously.
“Of course, we are good friends, let’s have lunch together and we will talk about that.”
“Wonderful!” Jason said happily, and together they walked to the canteen.
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